Biodegradablexkid's Blog

we're a pair, because neither of us are real.

biodegradablexkid
biodegradablexkid Mar 05, 2007
wow, im like, the most emo kid ever.
i feel so unperfect. every thing i do, you do it better. im not skinny enough, or smart enough, organized or neat or pretty or wanting enough for you. never ever enough. im hungry, but i keep telling my self not to eat. but i do. what is wrong with me? do i have no will? well, neither do you, so that makes a pair.

this is how you make me feel...

biodegradablexkid
biodegradablexkid Dec 04, 2006
yes, you pissed me off into the beyond.
how can you make me feel this way? leading me on just wasnt right. you dont understand. snakeboy and me, we're just friends. yeah, i hug the kid, but who wouldnt? youre the boy who picked me up and carried me away in a lover's embrace. too bad nothing happened. they interrupted. i knew you were getting to something, i saw it in your eyes. i was kind of waiting for that first kiss. and then stupid Pompas Ass had to ruin it all by walking in. and now you smile at her and walk away with her. i know what you two were doing behind close doors, dont deny it. just dont lead me on anymore. my heart can only be dented so many times before it completely caved in. but did you really think that you would get me that easy? im not one to be trifled with, thespian. I will get my revenge. Is that the traces of my breath upon your neck as you fall asleep tonight? My whisper echoing in you ear as you drift away to Neverland? The tingle of an almost-first-kiss tantalizing your lips?  Why yes, yes it is.
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biodegradablexkid
  • NH NH, US
  • 20 Female, Leo
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  • Member Since: 2006-12-04
  • Relationship Status: single
  • Orientation: Straight
  • Drink: No
  • Smoke: No
  • Education: High School
  • Occupation: Student

About Me:

currently going through a state of regression. my mind is waxing and my heart is waning. im really confused about life and love. isnt everyone?

Interests:

playing guitar (albeit not well.) outdoors. photography. painting.

Favorite Music:

acoustic/indie.(sufjanstevens jackjohnson backseatgoodbye keepintouch playradioplay! ect.), hardcore., oldies., classical., underground indie rock. (www.myspace.com/weareempires), 90's pop., it goes on forever.

Favorite Movies:

eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, little miss sunshine, mary poppins, everything is illuminated

Favorite TV Shows:

scrubs., house., pushing daisies.

Favorite Books:

the perks of being a wallflower, looking for alaska, the death of a salesman